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[Apr. 2nd, 2011|11:33 am] |
31st March 2011, probably one of the best days in my life. For reasons people close to me would know, the feeling is unimaginable. Although after a long time, i get to spend the day with you, i really felt weird. I felt like there was an empty space between us and i feel the gap getting wider. Its really a very weird feeling which makes me think even more..
Reintegrating with society should not be a problem though at times i do feel like an alien. Been gone for months but really felt like years. I took it as a really hard lesson learnt and will never fall again. Neither do i want to look back.
I tried not to, but reading all your posts all the way till since i was 'abducted', really made me feel very sad. It's hard for me to tell you some stuff because i know we have different views and we think differently. And sometimes i'm just afraid that you may not understand the point where i'm coming from thats why i just don't say certain things. It just frustrates me sometimes when i feel that there isn't this trust. Just for the record, i've never lied to you about anything other than my smoking habits whether you believe it or not. Even then, i would've been open and tell you all about it if only i wasn't afraid of you being negative and all. I know i made a big mistake and i will learn from it.
After reading most of your posts, i do understand how you felt and what you've been through. But i cannot describe how i felt when i read them. It's heart breaking to me too.
i guess i just have to stay positive and move on with life with or without you, but obviously you know which i would prefer.
I know i used to think alot and tend to be negative about alot of things but i'll try my best to stay as positive as i can.
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| World Cup 2010 - Day #23 |
[Jul. 6th, 2010|04:19 pm] |
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Germany vs Spain - Spain lvl (WIN!) & Spain to Finals (WIN!)
recent form:
Win: 68 Lose: 21.5 Draw: 6
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| World Cup 2010 - Day #22 |
[Jul. 5th, 2010|07:42 pm] |
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Uruguay vs Holland - Pick Uruguay +0.75 (LOSE!)
recent form:
Win: 65 Lose: 20.5 Draw: 6
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| World Cup 2010 - Day #21 |
[Jul. 3rd, 2010|05:51 pm] |
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Argentina vs Germany - Pick Argentina -0.25 (LOSE!) & Over 2.5 (WIN!)
Spain vs Paraguay - Pick Spain -1 (DRAW!) & Under 2.25 (WIN!)
recent form:
Win: 66 Lose: 19.5 Draw: 5
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| World Cup 2010 - Day #20 |
[Jul. 2nd, 2010|05:53 pm] |
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Free picks...
Holland vs Brazil - Pick Holland +0.5 (WIN!)
Uruguay vs Ghana - Pick Uruguay -0.5 (LOSE!)
recent form:
W: 65 L: 18.5 D: 5 |
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| World Cup 2010 - Day #19 |
[Jun. 29th, 2010|01:49 pm] |
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Japan vs Paraguay - Pick Japan +0.5 (WIN!)
Spain vs Portugal - Pick Spain -0.5 (WIN!) & Under 2.25 (WIN!)
recent form:
Win: 62 Lose: 18.5 Draw: 5
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| World Cup 2010 - Day #18 |
[Jun. 28th, 2010|06:15 pm] |
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Netherlands vs Slovakia -
Pick Slovakia +1.5 (WIN!),
Slovakia +0.5 fh (LOSE!),
Under 2.5 (LOSE!)
running: Slovakia +0.5 @ 0-2 (WIN!)
Brazil vs Chile -
Pick Brazil -1 (WIN!),
Over 2.25 (WIN!)
Brazil fh 1X2 (WIN!)
Correct Score: 2-1, 3-1, 3-0 (WIN!)
recent form:
Win: 56 Lose: 16.5 Draw: 5
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| World Cup 2010 - Day #17 |
[Jun. 27th, 2010|04:11 pm] |
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England vs Germany -
Pick England lvl (LOSE!) & Over 2.25 (WIN!)
Argentina vs Mexico -
Pick Argentina -1 (WIN!) & Over 2.5 (WIN!)
*Argentina 1st Half 1X2 (WIN!)
recent form:
Win: 52 Lose: 15.5 Draw: 5
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| World Cup 2010 - Day #16 |
[Jun. 26th, 2010|09:15 pm] |
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10:00pm:
Uruguay vs S.Korea -
Pick Uruguay -0.5 (WIN!) & Uruguay -0.25 First Half (WIN!) & Under 2.25 (LOSE!)
Bonus picks (Good odds but risky!):
HT score: 1-0 (WIN!)
FT scoreL: 1-0 (LOSE!)
HT/FT: Uruguay-Uruguay (WIN!)
2:30am:
USA vs Ghana -
Pick USA lvl (DRAW!) & Under 2.25 (WIN 1/2!)
recent form:
Win: 49.5 Lose: 14.5 Draw: 4
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| World Cup 2010 - Day #15 |
[Jun. 25th, 2010|04:05 am] |
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10pm: Brazil (-0.25) vs Portugal - Pick Portugal +0.25 (WIN 1/2!) & Under 2.25 (WIN!)
Ivory Coast (-1.25) vs N.Korea - Pick Ivory Coast -1.25 (WIN!) & Over 2.5 (WIN!)
2.30am: Spain (-1.25) vs Chile - Pick Chile +1.25 (WIN 1/2!)
Switzerland (-1) vs Honduras - Pick Switzerland -1 (LOSE!) & Under 2.5 (WIN!)
recent form:
Win: 44.5 Lose: 13.5 Draw: 4
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